BlueMist29

For those of you who have been affected by my actions/decisions in the past couple weeks, good or bad, i apologize. My intent was never to hurt or harm anyone in anyway. My actions/decisions were based solely on myself. I have come to realize that i need to start doing things that are in MY best interest. I apologize to those who were caught in the middle. But i can no longer do things solely for others. I need a little ME time. So this once, i have made decisions that are the best for ME only. I don't mean to be selfish in anyway, but things need to change. I don't mind helping out or doing favors, to be honest it would be hard for me not ..

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY (Lets see if you can get through it. If not, then you're too scared about your past.) LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE. Name: Liz Birth Date: 9/29/90 Current Location: Martha’s house Hair Color: Red Righty/Lefty: Mostly left, but I write with my right LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE. Your fear: Spiders, seringes, elevators, getting hurt by someone I care about Your dream of the perfect date: if Daytime – picnic at the park, laying in the grass looking up at the clouds…if Nighttime – snuggling on the couch and watching a movie, under a warm blanket Your best friend(s): James, Cailey, Sam, Blaze, Kate, Laur

I never promised you a ray of light I never said there'd be sunshine every day I'll give you everything i have The good, the bad Why do you put me on a pedestal I'm so up high that i can't see the ground below So help me down you've got it wrong I don't belong there One thing is clear, i wear a halo I wear a halo when you look at me But standing from here, you wouldn't say so You wouldn't say so if you were me And i, i just wanna love you Oh, oh i, i just wanna love you I always said that i would make mistakes I'm only human, and that's my saving grace I'll fall as hard as i try So don't be blinded See me as i really am I h